I've chosen to spread smiles, happiness and hopefully uplift people. Our time here is so short and so precious. Choosing tolerance and temperance is a very fortifing journey. Just take a small moment and watch the fireflies, the fog roll in and out in the mornings, the moons beams shimmering at night. Let those special moments touch you and give you a new perspective. Peace and patience over discrimination and destruction. This world is a beautiful place, lets work to make us a part of that beauty. Instead, of the part that breaks that beauty apart. ❤️ A pathway less traveled to eat of the Fruit of a new perspective.
Choices. I've made many. Regretted most. Falling too deep and allowing too much. Allowing, painful experiences to over rule my opportunity to be vulnerable. Then because of that, I block myself off due to feeling like I am bracing for an disastrous impact. I liken it to the experience of when a plane suddenly begins spiraling and plummeting towards the ever closer ground. Descending, falling from the sky. A desperate warning forgotten within chaos. Fully encompassed with the terror of the inevitable coming to the worst most unimaginable end. Yet and still I put childish things aside when I became a woman. The pain of losing everything you've wanted and worked for is full of despair. Being here is what I came for? No, this isn't what I signed up for, not heartbreaking with a side of gut wrenching failure. However, this is what I've asked for. I guess setting myself up for utter collapse is something I've always been good at. Recovering is something I've nev...
Pull the trigger Blacked out Not calling you Surrendering All these pills out Can't pass out Can't cash out Fuck calling you Numbed up Drugged up What am I hanging on too? Sober, staying true I wonder if that will bring me hope too Just wanna let go Got the hammer out Spin the wheel Still here I dont feel me Close my eyes Lose control Mix the G up Hustle bitch gotta Survive Do I cock it back? Where's the syrup at Pimpin never fuckin slipping Stay high Lifted Let it fly Stars fill my eyes Dropped out College stuck up Atmosphere Who do you see When you look at me I dont wanna be a Killer Black Widow Are you dying No brain activity Baddest bitch Always will be Side effects of a hoe No, not me You though Shut your mouth Vengeance Shame Anger See right through you Been running so long I'm so damn tired Body drop All I had Gave all I had to all I've had I have no more to give Never alone Always lonely Don't be like me Jaded Drowning Demons Bent on Disconnected Discon...
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