Life is just like fruit.

Days toll on Nights sullen Never on my own Alone all of the time Should have changed Importance placed the blame on my name Faces that surround me Require the most from me I see them surround me I cant hear them The storm is getting too loud I feel nothing Disappointments fueled by animosity Such a sunny summer day or I think it used to be My storm is in the way Stop incoming tragedy I look up into the faces of my children I should have been easier on you Shoulda been easier on me Middle finger to my 40th birthday Storm rages Penning pages Time passed so quickly Diamonds fall from mouths speaking to me Nevermind, I'm sorry those are only atrocities It was change I've wanted change so badly That I fell apart On the ground picking up my shattered disaster Adjusted responses Tweaked my inner Demons Turned um into Monsters Bent them Forcing them around pain It's suffocating in here Storming inside me Beating me Annihilating my sensitivity Beatiful misery Beating the fuck o...

Moon whispered to the sun in near silent reverie. “I wish you were closer. I wish I could be closer to you. I lose you all the time. I feel like it’s forever. Just a part of me is graced with your light. I’m so hot yet so very cold and I’m nothing like those closer to you. Why was I pushed so very far from you? Other planets, moons and some stars must feel the same. There has to be a way for me to be closer to you. I’m your slave and at your mercy. I’m only teased with your affection. The Sun probably doesn’t even know I’m here. Ah to be like Mars and be so close. To feel so much more than just me, a little moon.”     Sadness gripped the moon. An eternity without being noticed by the brilliantly blazing gas giant felt like Moons creation meant nothing. Yes, Moon had stars, had the earth but Moon wanted so desperately to feel the Suns presence like those before it. At times Moon laid in complete darkness and cold. During this period it felt especially alone. Much time had pas...

We're "human beings" having a conscious experience. Our true self is that of the observer & a still being that upon our deaths merge into a beautiful light being. Then we are  "recycled" until we are able to reach ascension due to our own willingness and desire to be like the Creator desires us to be. In this experience, on this planet, within our shared reality..... some are subjected or have been subjected or will be subjected to a level of trauma that most people aren't. Don't become lost. We normally blame ourselves and WE CANNOT NOT ALLOW THAT...BLAME EXISTS FOR THE GUILTY NOT FROM THE VICTIM.... truly allow someone to comfort you and help ...This prevents remaining in a victim state...We all have lessons to learn & actual issues that must be resolved in to completion before our ascension...True comfort and love without judgement is rare...find someone you can be vulnerable with to lend comfort to you. It will allow you to open up even furth...